Ern's post really touched my heart. It brought me back to the knowledge of my Heavenly Papa's love for me. To be honest, I haven't been doing well spiritually. I'm more concerned about myself rather than being concerened for His feelings, His love for me. In fact, I just chunked Him aside for the past few days. QT not done, prayers not said. It just sucks big time to just not be in the pressence of God. Until Ern's mesaage came in, then I came to realized, what I've texted her back were the very words that I ought to remind myself about God's unending love and His want for my company. He has been trying very hard to pull me back, just that I was so very ashamed about my own wrongdoings, I wasn't worthy of His love for me, but yet, He still chose to pull me back from the world of darkness into being light of His vast love. My God is really an Awesome God.