Wednesday, January 28, 2009 8:05 AM
It's 1208am. It's time to sleep early these days hun. Anyways, school was great! I managed to keep awake during Hist, prob because I'm in love with His- tory. It's true alright! Better than those farmers. Drill was funnnnnnnn but the embarrassing part was that I had to be called out for foundation class. Arghhh! PBB GIRL LEH! Stupid man! I HATE LONG COMMANDS. BUT THE BIBLE SAYS TO LOVE YOUR ENEMIES! I SHALL LOVE YOU LONG COMMANDS! Today was quite a day, I also don't know what to say now. I guess I'm tired. Yea, maybe. Oh well then, Nights! Sweet dreams! :D THANKS FOR READING THIS REALLY BORING POST.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 6:55 AM
You know' when I finally come to realize how colourful life is,I find out at the same time,
that life is nothing but just a breeze.That's right, a breeze that just sways past your face.So fast so that you can never grasp it when it's going.And now, it's gone forever and ever.Shuts! I never knew that life can be so precious to me. I finally come to terms that I'm 17. Not that I didn't know or what, but now I feel like a 17. To me right now, I feel that 16 was so childish and whatever. I mean 16 sounds so young, so I very much prefer 17. It makes you feel like an adult, a young adult. When you know how to make decisions for yourself and think more for those around you. Be more grounded in your religion and be more focus on your studies. Maybe not to you, but that's for me. I spent four years fooling around in school and doing stupid stuff. Now, it's time to get dead serious with where I'm going, what I'm doing. I know what I'm supposed to do, I know where I wanna head in, I'm relying on God, and in Him, I'll surrender my life.
Through these seventeen years of my life,
You've never left Your eyes one second off me.
You watch me grow up,
You're there in my everyday life,
You know my daily routines,
You watch me fall in love,
You protected me from any harms,
You nudge me when things goes wrong,
You talked to me when I'm down,
You send me friends when I needed them most,
You gave me courage when I'm not bold enough,
You gave me the love that I so ever needed,
You took me out of the bondage,
You made a miracle in my life.
And You, made me, to be a miracle.
Nothing can take You away from me,
because You'll never leave me.
You've shown me how to live, love and give.
Thank you for making me for who I am,
thank you for letting me find You,
thank you, for giving me life.
Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:28 PM
Blessed Lunar New Year to all!
The Leong family is having reunion dinner at my house tonight. It has been a long time since we've gotten together to enjoy each other's company and I pray that no conflicts will ever happen. Oh! That means that income's starting to roll in already! Like tonight! *excited excited!*
My Mom and I did spring cleaning yesterday and honestly. I didn't do much cuz wo xing dong bu fang bian. DA YI MA lai le! I packed my messy wardrobe cuz I was looking high and low for my Giodarno basic tee for friday but I couldn't find it, so I settled for the black top. FRIDAY WAS AWESOME! We (Yi Xiang, Marc See, Gregory, JoelL, Chew, Raj, Glenn, Seng, Van, Jazz, Sher, Bao and I) were at Marina Square Cafe Cartel for Seng's and my bd. It was irritatingly fun. They "stole" my bag and gave me a new bag. Glenn kept bugging me "You got $$ to pay meh??" Nevertheless, the dinner is one that I'll never forget. It was the first surprise dinner that anyone gave me. And I could never imagine that my friends would all come together and celebrate Seng's and my birthday.
These are all possible because of two special peoople in my life(well, I hpoe that they'll become special to each other too! :D ) Bao Hui and Shawn Chew. Thanks for the surprise that you've planned for Seng and I. The stress and uncertainties you two faced to make this possible for Seng and I, we truly appreciate it from the bottom of our hearts. You two are the greatest friends that anyone could ever ask for. Thanks for being there in my times of trouble and needs. I seriously love you guys to the ends of the Earth. Love youse! And I would like to thank these people who wished me Happy BD on my bd! :D
Shawn Chew
Bao Hui
JoelL
Deon
Sher
Jazz
Ern
Emma
Basia
Zhiyin
Eunice
Glynis
Janice
Sarah
Seng
Fahmi
Choo
Melody
JoeyW!
Avryl
Yan Yan
Friday, January 16, 2009 8:39 AM
The urge to be there for you gets stronger each time I see you.
Oh my! Don't you have this charisma in you,
that attracts Yours Truly to you.
The want to be always near you,
or just simply the thought of having you as mine,
they just blow me away.
I wonder if you would ever have your eyes upon this,
but be rest assured,
I'll always have mine on you.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:14 AM
I forgot what I wanted to post! Shucks! OH! Yes! I remembered!
SARAH TAY EN HUI IS GONNA TAKE UP MUAY THAI SOON!!!(like end of this week!)
Shoot! I'm so so so so jealous of her now! But it's alright, I shall take up MT at the eoy and exceed her far more than she could ever imagine. Watch out girl! Anyway, I'm like on Threadless.com now and I suddenly remembered that Glenn and I made a pact to make a trip to our neighbour's land(Malaysia that is!) to do some shopping! Don't worry Glenn, I'm sure your mom will agree when she's aware of me going with you. I was so shocked when he told me that tops and tees are cheaper for more than half the price. My jaw practically drooooppppped! Ok la, say that it's common sense cause' it's like Malaysia but still, so cheap! Buy buy buy! I realllyyy can't wait for december but Sec5's gonna like be gone in a gush of wind. Well maybe that's too exaggerated but time is still gonna pass us by so fast that when we finally pause to ponder, we're already in the 7th month of 2009, nearing Os. I wouldn't want that to happen to me cause it's the most important year of my secondary school life and the year when my covenant ends. I really don't know what lies ahead of me, neither do I want to know cause' I know God wants to surprise me and He will certainly have the best in store for me. All I can say is that 2010 is gonna be great cause' it's a new chapter of life in every aspect of my life here on Earth. I want to make every moment count, and to live life with no regrets, like there's no tomorrow.
3:24 AM
For one reason or another, I'd have to thank Kuah Jiong, BH and a special someone.
The state of my heart
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:38 AM
is just purely messy.I couldn't think of anything more.
Sunday, January 11, 2009 6:27 AM
To you, whoever is reading this.
Forget the old Mandy,
for she's not what she should be.
The surface you may see,
might not be what you wanna wish.
Saturday, January 10, 2009 8:48 AM
Sometimes I'll really love myself,but sometimes I'd just get so disgusted with my attitudes and stuff.To be honest, I think I've changed. Maybe for the worse, but at least not returning to what I used to be. I simply feel that I'm becoming more and more worldly, maybe because of the influences around me. I don't care if I can feel God a not, but I'm more concerned if He feels me, the heartbeat which is still wanting to beat for Him till the last moment of my life. I'm learning to put myself in His shoes, to understand His feelings, His thoughts, His actions and most importantly His love. I seriously think that my God is one who is really worth serving. He is an exceptional God, thus He requires exceptional doings from us. It's just myself.
Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:05 PM
MANDY LEONG YU LING DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY CAUSE' SHE THINKS IT'S PRETTY USELESS TO ATTEND TODAY'S CURRICULUM .
Absolutely so. I woke up near 11am when I was supposed to be awake by 9. Cool huh! My Mom was a cool mom last night, I asked her,
Mand: "Ma, can I dun go to school tomorrow? Lessons haven't officially start yet."
Ma: "Up to you lor, but make sure you finish up your homework."
Thus, lessons will officially kick off tomorrow and Sec 5 life begins. I won't know how well will I do, I don't know if I can have the strength, I'm not sure if I can have good grades. All I know is that it takes two hands to clap, to have a purpose- driven life, I need to have a focused life. All I have to do is to make sure that I'll always have my eyes set upon my God and all will turn out well because all things work for the good of those who love Him, who has been called according to His purposes.
God doesn't play dice. -
Albert Einstein 10:53 AM
There's 17th birthday this year.
There's 5A this year.
There's O's this year
There's tuition teacher this year.
There's science mugging this year. (like FINALLY!)
There's graduation this year.
There goes my covenant next year.
Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:41 AM
We all want something more than just a simple life
There is a burning that's inside of my soul
I had the words but then I threw them away
From a face in the crowd to the one the crowd faces.
Love the dumb things we do when we're young
Live life with no regret
Put your heart out there dont be scared you might get hurt
For now I'll say goodbye but I don't think we're through.
I still have your "One More Try" in my phone kay!Thursday, January 1, 2009 6:09 AM
New Year! It's the time of the year! 010109! Pang Shi Jie birthday quite nice sio, 090909. I bet that there'll be lovebirds walking down the red carpet on that day too...like Fann Wong and Christopher Lee.
Met Jan and clique at Tanah Merah to make our way down to Marina Sqaure. Then the clock strikes 12! THE FIREWORKS WERE FABULOUS! I wish that I could upload the video Jan took for the fireworks but I can't:( The fireworks were about 6 mins++ and as usual and expected, Marina Bay, Marina Square and Esplanade were as squeezy as you can imagine. Went back to Tamp and sat down outside the control station like emo kids and starting drinking away. Don't worry, we drank voda voda. Returned home at around 2plus and Ern called me! Love you to the ends of the galaxy hun.Slept near 5. I slept later than you Janice Gee! And you woke up later than me, what rubbish! I got to get my ass out of the computer chair and get my homework done. Helloo! Don't say I got no life kay! Secondary school is supposed to be the time of our life! So I'm having an extra year cause' I'm an extraordinary person hahaha! I've a feeling that 2009 is gonna be a really great year, but I'm having jitters about it as well. 17 years old... Jiong, let's face it la, we're just stepping into adulthood a little bit sooner than anyone, other than TANSZE-ERN. Hahaha!
Here's another of my thanksgiving message to someone special.
Sherwin KJW- Jiong Jiong, first things first, you're really really a great friend. I know this is really so common to hear but I know it comes from an uncommon heart of mine. Don't worry, I'm not a les or what. This year has been a really meaningful year becaue of you in my life. Many things happened and of course I'd have to thank you for them. You may not know them but be rest assured, I'll tell you when the time is ripe. I actually have a list of things to tell you, well, here they go......Better not la, I'll tell them to you on...you guess la. Hahah! But nonetheless, I wanna say thank you for all that you've done and sacrificed for me. I love you hun.I'm praying that you won't turn your back on your first love boy.
