Saturday, January 10, 2009 8:48 AM
Sometimes I'll really love myself,but sometimes I'd just get so disgusted with my attitudes and stuff.To be honest, I think I've changed. Maybe for the worse, but at least not returning to what I used to be. I simply feel that I'm becoming more and more worldly, maybe because of the influences around me. I don't care if I can feel God a not, but I'm more concerned if He feels me, the heartbeat which is still wanting to beat for Him till the last moment of my life. I'm learning to put myself in His shoes, to understand His feelings, His thoughts, His actions and most importantly His love. I seriously think that my God is one who is really worth serving. He is an exceptional God, thus He requires exceptional doings from us. It's just myself.