It's been a long time since I've placed my fingers on the keyboard to update this. Life's good thus far, academically improving(seriously by God's grace!), late- comings to school has reduced. BUT ONE BAD THING! MISS YEW CAUGHT ME USING MY HAND PHONE TODAY! But she said nothing but I can kindda sense that she's feeling disappointed in me. But anyway, I won't dwell on this cause' if I do, I won't get anywhere. I'll just be stuck in this how-people-see-me kind of thing. Ms Gan texted me today and I was really mad at her. How many times has this been? Countless alright, but aiya, never mind la. 2 more months only, I'll just get through this and get out of GB, maybe not. Mom told me to say a prayer for her each time she sends me a really discouraging message(I can literally imagine her scolding me!), Ern told me to not listen out for her tone but her words, that really helped love!:D That's over! So yeah, I won't think much about it.
I'm pretty sure that this year's gonna be a tough one, to not only mature in Him, but to also get my life right and follow wise and right advices that will lead me to the place where He has planned for me. I'm still praying if TP Hospitality and Tourism is the right course for me. But whenever I see that course on TP brouchure, I'm so certained and at peace with it. Nevertheless, I'd want to be where God wants me to be, not somewhere that I want but not in accordance to His plans and purposes for me. That will be a difficult life boy! God is great and He will always be. :)
I miss those times when we were together,
talking over the phone,
shopping together,
singing to each other over the phone.
I really don't want to see you drifting away from God just becasue of one person.
I know that we've drifted apart,
I may not be the one whom you'll call in times of need anymore,
but I just have to let you know that I really miss you.
I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you needed someone.
Sometimes I'd just stare at my phone blankly,
hoping that you'll call me just like how you used to.
I really miss you so much boy.Good night.
