J and I had a talk last night and it was *I don't know how to describe*. I just can't take in the fact that he's just hurting her over and over again. At first I thought it was 2 times and I was thinking of saying some good words for him, but then it was a total of 3 freaking damn times that he broke her heart and I'm just seriously freaking pissed off.
To *you*- You don't know how many damn times she has shed her tears for you in front of me and I'm starting to wonder whether are they worth it after all. You're just a lucky bastard when she's with you. I thought you'll learn your lesson after the first time but you're just taking her for granted. Two times before getting together and now, the third time. Seriously speaking, you're totally not worthy of her. A great girl with such great qualities, she has many more suitors whose qualities are far much better than yours and I'm sure who will give her the love that she deserves and will give up smoking for her, or maybe even more than that. She doesn't deserve this in any form alright!
Listen up you ass, I will not hesitate to stand up for her and give you a freaking punch and slap on your gay face to wake your temptation- oriented mind up! You don't deserve her trust and love at all. Good thing that God knows this and you'll so get it on judgment day.
