I. saw. Jia. Cheng. today. And surprisingly, my heart didn't skip a beat. Okay well, it maybe did. But my heart was certainly not pumping fast. I texted Best immediately and we were like debating on whether I should say hi. But anyways, I didn't. Half of my mind was thinking "No. I'm a girl." The other half was "Please lor. You want to say hi just do it." But I just can't bring myself to say hi. He's slimmed down though. Not fat anymore:( Not cute. But good job on slimming down. Well if you ever read this. Which I doubt so. I prefer things to stay this way, that you'll always remain special in my heart. Just this would be enough. Nothing more than that.