You gave me one good reason. To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on.Sometimes I think that friendships are more important than relationships. Be it school friends, who are mostly my close friends, besties and homies, they're often the ones who make my day and colour my life. Especially Sarah, Jan, Sam, Tian Tian, Chew and Seng. I never regret going to attend school everyday just because of them. And of course with Jiong, who never fails to make me smile simply with just a message from her. And Hua, who's always so ever willing to put up with my horny conversations and rubbish. As 18 approaches, I feel a new beginning with an unspoken and indescribable fear. First it's my covenant that's ending. Secondly, a new environment with new people. I'm not so afraid with the new environment, what I'm more afraid is my covenant.
I'm afraid that I'll get too impatient and I'll get the wrong guy.
I'm afraid that my friends will get the priority, instead of him.
I'm afraid that I'm not able to commit wholeheartedly into the relationship.
I'm afraid that I will neglect my friends if he becomes the center of my focus.
I'm just afraid... but I'll get through. :)
