Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:03 AM
Talking to strangers online can be really exciting but a chore at times. You know the times when they say "Hi" and then come along some alien language which you don't even understand. And there I went closing the coonversation. I know no alien language k? Get this right! :D
Things are slightly getting better. Though the feelings are still on- off, but at least they're still off sometimes. Really thank God for that. At least I'm not in this alone though I am physically but I know that he's always there to support me when I cry out to him. I really hope that things are working the way that they should be in God's plan.
JAM- ed with Jazz today and we were like running about like fast people with long legs, though we don't have but we did run around fast fast! :D Bought her teachers' day present and went for tution. Tution lasted for about an hour and I went home. Didn't do much other than slacking around.
I've decided that I should refrain myself from blogging until eoys are over. Thus, till we see again. Shalom. :D
Things are slightly getting better. Though the feelings are still on- off, but at least they're still off sometimes. Really thank God for that. At least I'm not in this alone though I am physically but I know that he's always there to support me when I cry out to him. I really hope that things are working the way that they should be in God's plan.
JAM- ed with Jazz today and we were like running about like fast people with long legs, though we don't have but we did run around fast fast! :D Bought her teachers' day present and went for tution. Tution lasted for about an hour and I went home. Didn't do much other than slacking around.
I've decided that I should refrain myself from blogging until eoys are over. Thus, till we see again. Shalom. :D
Saturday, August 23, 2008 8:23 AM
Lord Your Name is higher than the heavens,.
Lord Your Name is higher than all created things,
higher than hopes,
higher than dreams.
The Name of the Lord.
Indeed the Lord's Name is higher than all else. I felt so lost and disappointed with the situations around me. Be it family or my own personal problems, I just do not know how to handle them.
Until finally, altar call. I decided to just pour all my disappointments, my sorrows, my feelings and all unto him. Because I know that this has been hindering me from my growth in him. I should not have compromised, I should not have cut corners. If I really do love him, I'l be willing to do anything for him. But I didn't. I'm sorry, I'm seriously am. I foresee a life, a fullness of life if I would just get over this. I'm fine, not to worry. Just that I've to rely on him for strength and wisdom. Thank you for reading if you're still reading. :D
Lord, help me to get over this. Let this be put to the test, let my love for You be put to the test. And I believe that I'll overcome this feeling and move on to a very much better life in You.
Lord Your Name is higher than all created things,
higher than hopes,
higher than dreams.
The Name of the Lord.
Indeed the Lord's Name is higher than all else. I felt so lost and disappointed with the situations around me. Be it family or my own personal problems, I just do not know how to handle them.
Until finally, altar call. I decided to just pour all my disappointments, my sorrows, my feelings and all unto him. Because I know that this has been hindering me from my growth in him. I should not have compromised, I should not have cut corners. If I really do love him, I'l be willing to do anything for him. But I didn't. I'm sorry, I'm seriously am. I foresee a life, a fullness of life if I would just get over this. I'm fine, not to worry. Just that I've to rely on him for strength and wisdom. Thank you for reading if you're still reading. :D
Lord, help me to get over this. Let this be put to the test, let my love for You be put to the test. And I believe that I'll overcome this feeling and move on to a very much better life in You.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 4:33 AM
It's Thursday right? TOMORROW IS THE DAY OF THE WEEK!
because... badminton with the 3 musketeers and roller blading after cell, (that's for maybe if Chew's going.) is on!!! Triple hurrays! What a day I'm gonna have tomorrow. Excited excited! Come to think of it, oh yes! Shu Hui's gonna be there. It has been ages since we met up and really chit chat man. Fyi, she's my primary school friend and Sarah's BFF. Thats all the profile that I know about her. For more information, pleasu turn to Sarah Tay HAHA!
Talking about Maths, it has been a total surrender since I'm so not clique to the questions and its no doubt that I will ____. But I've already, and am actually doing what I'm suppose to do so I really pray that I will pass Maths Os. Please Lord, please help me.
It's 3 more days. I'm really excited for it! :D
because... badminton with the 3 musketeers and roller blading after cell, (that's for maybe if Chew's going.) is on!!! Triple hurrays! What a day I'm gonna have tomorrow. Excited excited! Come to think of it, oh yes! Shu Hui's gonna be there. It has been ages since we met up and really chit chat man. Fyi, she's my primary school friend and Sarah's BFF. Thats all the profile that I know about her. For more information, pleasu turn to Sarah Tay HAHA!
Talking about Maths, it has been a total surrender since I'm so not clique to the questions and its no doubt that I will ____. But I've already, and am actually doing what I'm suppose to do so I really pray that I will pass Maths Os. Please Lord, please help me.
It's 3 more days. I'm really excited for it! :D
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Friday, August 15, 2008 6:54 AM
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores.
You awoke without kneeling to pray.
As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.
You are so unthankful, I like that about you.
I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living. Fool, you are mine.
Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.
As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God.
He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back.
You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you.
But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell.
That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God.
Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.
We have been...
watching dirty movies,
cursing people out,
stealing,
lying,
being hypocritical,
fornicating(Sexual intercourse between partners who are not married to each other.),
overeating,
telling dirty jokes,
gossiping,
being judgmental,
back stabbing people,
disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions,
no respect for the Church, bad attitudes.
SURELY you don't want to give all this up.
Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever.
I've got some hot plans for us.
This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you.
I'd like to say 'THANKS' for letting me use you for most of your foolish life.
You are so gullible, I laugh at you.
When you are tempted to sin, you give in.
HA HA HA, you make me sick.
Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life.
You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood.
So go ahead and teach some children how to sin.
All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.
Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too.
Kids are like that.
Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now.
I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again.
If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left.
It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous.
Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.
IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you love me, you won't share this.
Please forward this to your friends who are wastimg their God- given lives away.
You can save a life.
Comment if you need a soft copy to send this to your friends and I promise to send it to you one day later.
I hope that this letter will impact you as much as it has impacted me.
Cheers,
Mand.
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores.
You awoke without kneeling to pray.
As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.
You are so unthankful, I like that about you.
I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living. Fool, you are mine.
Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.
As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God.
He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back.
You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you.
But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell.
That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God.
Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.
We have been...
watching dirty movies,
cursing people out,
stealing,
lying,
being hypocritical,
fornicating(Sexual intercourse between partners who are not married to each other.),
overeating,
telling dirty jokes,
gossiping,
being judgmental,
back stabbing people,
disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions,
no respect for the Church, bad attitudes.
SURELY you don't want to give all this up.
Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever.
I've got some hot plans for us.
This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you.
I'd like to say 'THANKS' for letting me use you for most of your foolish life.
You are so gullible, I laugh at you.
When you are tempted to sin, you give in.
HA HA HA, you make me sick.
Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life.
You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood.
So go ahead and teach some children how to sin.
All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.
Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too.
Kids are like that.
Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now.
I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again.
If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left.
It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous.
Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.
IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you love me, you won't share this.
Please forward this to your friends who are wastimg their God- given lives away.
You can save a life.
Comment if you need a soft copy to send this to your friends and I promise to send it to you one day later.
I hope that this letter will impact you as much as it has impacted me.
Cheers,
Mand.
Look at this carefully!! :D *Specially dedicated to Sherwin and Deon*
Saturday, August 9, 2008 7:48 PM
Jiong Wei, saw that? :D Note this alright, these two pictures are taken after one and another. Hahaha! :D Interesting leh. Sorry to make you wait for so long though.I was just reviewing the camp photos and TA- DA! these two pictures popped out after one and another. It's surely not just pure coincidence. :D Hope you like it Jiong! :D
And I will fly high above the clouds....
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 8:29 AM
We played a new song today and it's called "I Will Fly". and OH MY BLANK! How I love this song! You've really gotta listen to the lyrics and stuff. It's such a great song la. I'll try to upload here if I can.
Benedict is really one funny guy and he responds so slowly. Andre was like "If he gave the boys pumping, they'll have a heard time man! He'll be like counting 'One' (5-6 seconds later) 'Two' The boys will be holding their arms there, so tiring!" Which is quite true I'd have to say. HAHAHA! And Andre and Benedict were competing who's the fastest in supplying tissues to us. The rest of us were like "Urm okay" But they were super cutela! Especially Benedict! OMT!! He's one cute guy man. If you were to tell me that he's the Chairman of BB's NCO Council, I'll be like "What..." But he really is. Sigh. I'm so proud of the upper sec band. We've been through so much together and got so used to one another's styles, I believe that no one would wanna leave the band or stuff. I'm thankful that we've gel so much together, matured spiritually together. The used-to-be one line prayer has turned to many-lines prayer and I'm really proud of them.
I pray that God will use us in accordance of His will and plan and that we'll be able to bring worship to a higher level, enabling the congregation to feel what He feels, what we feel aboout Him. We really need Him so badly.
Benedict is really one funny guy and he responds so slowly. Andre was like "If he gave the boys pumping, they'll have a heard time man! He'll be like counting 'One' (5-6 seconds later) 'Two' The boys will be holding their arms there, so tiring!" Which is quite true I'd have to say. HAHAHA! And Andre and Benedict were competing who's the fastest in supplying tissues to us. The rest of us were like "Urm okay" But they were super cutela! Especially Benedict! OMT!! He's one cute guy man. If you were to tell me that he's the Chairman of BB's NCO Council, I'll be like "What..." But he really is. Sigh. I'm so proud of the upper sec band. We've been through so much together and got so used to one another's styles, I believe that no one would wanna leave the band or stuff. I'm thankful that we've gel so much together, matured spiritually together. The used-to-be one line prayer has turned to many-lines prayer and I'm really proud of them.
I pray that God will use us in accordance of His will and plan and that we'll be able to bring worship to a higher level, enabling the congregation to feel what He feels, what we feel aboout Him. We really need Him so badly.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 4:52 AM
What a great day I had today. Problems cropped up and I wasn't really in mood for anything. It was rather personal, though but it's reagarding CCA matters so I don't really wanna get troubled by it anymore.
Lunchie with Cynthia and Tiany. It was time well- spent haha! I enjoyed it. Actually I enjoy spending time with the Three Muskeeters, they've never failed to bring laughter or just a simple smile unto my face. (more than a simple smile in fact :D)
Dinner was great! WHY? Cuz' Mommy cooked. I really missed her cooking and stuff. But she's buzzzie with work these days so she cooks only occasionally. You know that it's really true when they said "Home- cooked food are always the best." I guess the last meal that I wanna have if I should have, would be my Mom's cooking because it's simply finger- linking GREAT! HAHAHA!
AND AND AND!!! I must share this. I'm realllllllyyyyyyy excited for what's gonna happen on this Thursday's chapel. But it's private and confidential again. I'm sorry hon! :D I'm really sure that something's gonna happen this week and I expect something great! :D
Lotsa things hasve happened these days and hello! It's rather obvious that you have been trying to distract and CRUSH me down. You know my weaknesses and you think I'm just gonna concede defeat just like that?? NO WAY HON! If it was that way, huh! I'm not Mandy Leong anymore. Nothings's gonna channge my faith and believe in Him. Bring it on man! You come with the "wonderful" and"great" weapons of yours, I simply come in the Name of my Father. And let's see, that's more than enough to crush you down under my feet yea! YOU WATCH OUT!
Lunchie with Cynthia and Tiany. It was time well- spent haha! I enjoyed it. Actually I enjoy spending time with the Three Muskeeters, they've never failed to bring laughter or just a simple smile unto my face. (more than a simple smile in fact :D)
Dinner was great! WHY? Cuz' Mommy cooked. I really missed her cooking and stuff. But she's buzzzie with work these days so she cooks only occasionally. You know that it's really true when they said "Home- cooked food are always the best." I guess the last meal that I wanna have if I should have, would be my Mom's cooking because it's simply finger- linking GREAT! HAHAHA!
AND AND AND!!! I must share this. I'm realllllllyyyyyyy excited for what's gonna happen on this Thursday's chapel. But it's private and confidential again. I'm sorry hon! :D I'm really sure that something's gonna happen this week and I expect something great! :D
Lotsa things hasve happened these days and hello! It's rather obvious that you have been trying to distract and CRUSH me down. You know my weaknesses and you think I'm just gonna concede defeat just like that?? NO WAY HON! If it was that way, huh! I'm not Mandy Leong anymore. Nothings's gonna channge my faith and believe in Him. Bring it on man! You come with the "wonderful" and"great" weapons of yours, I simply come in the Name of my Father. And let's see, that's more than enough to crush you down under my feet yea! YOU WATCH OUT!
Monday, August 4, 2008 3:46 AM
Today, marvellous I'd choose to say. Cuz' Jazz waited for me to end school. :D (very sweet very sweet). We had J&M time and we talked about what happened. Haha! It was quite funny but it's strictly private and confidential hon. I'm so sorry. :( OH! I found this video sung by Pastor Rony and thought that it'd be good to post this since National Day is coming in 5 days time. It's time to be thankful for peace and comforts in this homeland of ours. No wars, no hardsips, no torments. What a wonderful life we have. Enjoy. :D
Sunday, August 3, 2008 6:10 AM
H A P P Y 16TH BIRTHDAY LOH BAO HUII!!
:D
MY NEW BLOG
Saturday, August 2, 2008 5:47 AM
Haha! This is so exciting! This is the very very very first time that the IT don't- know- anything girl has ever managed to create he very own blog!!!! Ohh this is really fun. I know you may not understand but try to imagine, the emotional satisfaction that I have now. It's an emotion that can be expressed beyond words. I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF AND GRATEFUL TO HIM WHO ALLOWED ALL THESE TO HAPPEN. This surely isn't real at all. *Smacking myself* Oh I feel the pain its reeeeaaaaallllll! Okay okay, get hold of yourself hon! I'm gonna doodle off to get things done and I'll be back in a jifty. Cya very soon! :D
